Just Breathe

Once again, sitting all alone at work, stargazing in my head, imagining you and me, smoking my cigarette in the foggy silence strapped with Milosh - You make me feel. that's all i can do to make go away all this bad energy vibes coming from her at the back. even if she's asleep, i can feel her blinded hate. she...wouldn't realize the truth if it would be in the size of a zeppeline. her eyes are shut by the mental darkness and gloom. unfortunately it hit me in the face also. but i just know better, i know what makes me feel so happy, so real. i see the little things, the pure things. like the train in the middle of the night, passing by with the cold rush, that makes your head spin, the horn greeting you with no reason, the lights coming from nowhere, going to the emtyness. like the first sun rise of the spring at the freezing lonely beach, only seaguls singing to each other. like the endless walks in the sleeping city. like the ones with no shelter. i feel it all in one moment. the moment that is...eternity. old tainted scratches on the soul have healed, they disappear and burn like the sheets of an old book, that you read millions of years ago.

the steam floats around me...from me, this summer's not gonna hurt me, i'm pure. we are. untouchable ones. like the red tulips on the field dancing in the wind.